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3:53 a.m. 05-26-01
so yeah... i dabble in music every once in a while. you can check out my newest dabble here. yeah it's about someone. someone real. someone i know. let's pray to god she doesn't find out until i can break it to her gently. :) on a side note, i LIVE at holli and laureen's house. i LIVE there. i'm on a music kick right now... tryin to get back into the art... in the mean time, check out moronic.org to see some of my latest stuff. tahj is my idol. the man has it made, and he's only 19. I'M OLDER THAN THE BASTARD! pisses me off everytime i think about how much i've wasted my life. oh well. no use cryin over the spilled milk that is my life. oh yeah, matthew becky, and l0cke are my artistic idols. each of them is reaching for their comic book dreams and i'm just piddling around. ATTENTION: anyone that thinks they look like sarah or jake, i need some photographic reference for some art. if you think you look like either one of them, please send me pictures of you in some real life situations. any situation. if you can find a friend that looks like the other character, i will personally kiss you if we ever meet. as long as sarah is the one you look like :) anyways. seriously. if you would do this for me, i would be forever grateful. that's about all. until next time.

3:37 a.m. 05-14-01
so... i haven't updated in a while... sorry. i've drawn a little. i got sunburned this weekend. i don't have much to say. i'm already tired of this layout... well, not really, but i wanna do another one. i'm antsy, but i've got no inspiration. pissing me off. i live at evilstar. let me say it again. i live at evilstar. i'm there all the time. i can't decide whether that's a good thing or a bad thing. my hands are REALLY sunburned. i'm noticing that as i'm typing. i've drawn some new stuff... hopefully i'll put some of that up tonight. wouldn't that be nice? i thought so.

here's some fun links.
spikez mike s0ssage matthew

so yeah, i got the pics uploaded. they're in the generalart section. hope you like em.

9:42 p.m. 04-27-01
as some of you may have noticed... i have gone a bit crazy. but more than you think. not only did i have help in COMPLETELY redesigning the site, but i wiped the whole drive in the process. wooha. it was exciting and terrifying all at the same time. and watching the fifth element on upn didn't help matters much. that was truly a great movie. bruce doesn't get the credit he deserves for comedy. he's a funny guy. hope you guys like the new layout. i know i do. if something isn't working, it will be within the next few days. i promise.

12:56 p.m. 04-26-01
AAARGH. the most important link of the 4-24 post didn't work. i've failed again.

10:07 p.m. 04-24-01
a couple friends and i decided to have some fun. there are tons of rating sites for camgirls, and some of them have ratings for guys too. we chose one, and all sent in goofy images as a gag, but wouldn't it be funny if they liked us? :)

Vote for me at PicRave.com!

this is the only place i'll use this pic, because it's obnoxious as hell.

5:15 a.m. 04-24-01
i went to a comicbook convention over the weekend. it was AWESOME. and i kicked it's butt, if i do say so myself. no but seriously, i had a blast. i met some really great local artists, and got snubbed by some other really great artists. oh well. such is life.

i especially gotta mention Zander Cannon, and Sam Hiti. those guys were really cool, and both went through two, count em, two of my sketchbooks. they gave me some great advice, and both of them said that i should pursue inking next. and why the hell not? sounds like fun. and to get myself started in this new direction, i drew up something really quick. it's not inked, but it kinda looks like it is. it is very much in the sam hiti style. i hope he likes it. of course, it's also kind of for his demon submission contest, as the name of the file might lead you to believe. but i hope it doesn't win, because it's rather pitiful as far as demons go, but i thought it would be cool if the hero squashes this guy at some point... perhaps it's very small, and can be stepped on :)

and now, on to the dreaming. that's right i had another dream this morning. it seems that all of my dreams have one of two themes. either i'm expressing my dislike for my mom, or i'm running into one of the girls of my... dreams. it just so happens that today... it was both. a double dose. dos tiempos the dreaming fun. anyways. it starts off that i'm in my old hometown. and i don't remember what happens exactly, but my mom and i get into a big argument, and i storm away. as i'm jaywalking across the street, and i get to the other side, a girl passes me by. nothing out of the ordinary, but i look back at her, and guess who it is? any takers. you got it. dreamgirl. now... i can't remember whether she started out as that girl, or whether she became the girl when i looked at her... i just can't remember, but anyways. we just kind of look at each other for a second. and then we walk up to each other, i think words were spoken, and we shook hands. we didn't kiss, or hug, or even highfive... just a very business-like handshake. i ask her how she's been, and then she starts spouting off lines from a play. it was very surreal. obviously my mind was making up the play as it went along, which means that the play she was quoting probably wasn't very good :), and it was somewhere in there that i began to regain consciousness. like i was still in the dream, but i became aware of the fact that i was in the dream, so i start trying to manipulate the dream, and i'm trying to get her to stop saying lines, but she doesn't... and then i wake up.

now, i know exactly what this means. i am of the opinion that any dream i have, that i can remember, has significance. it is always me expressing myself in a harmless way, and getting out things that i would never normally get out. but you know what? i'm not gonna tell you what this one means, because i have it on good authority that no one even reads this damn page anyways. but even if you were to read this, that's none of your business.

on a side note, someone close to me entrusted something to me, and i failed completely. but even worse, i haven't had the balls to tell them yet that i failed. of course, i got the balls recently, but i haven't, since then, been able to contact them. so if you read this. that's all i got. i couldn't find anything else inside. i'm sorry you thought i had more.

that's all for now. goodnight kiddles.

laureen&holli s0ssage clayton mike tahj

4:36 a.m. 04-17-01
finally got around to working on that flash animation again. take a look. it's got sound now, but the sound is forgettable... or at least hopefully :). that's all for now. buckle up. i've been hit by two cars, i should know.

oh yeah, show love for evilstar and moronic.org

4:36 a.m. 04-17-01
Someone better kiss me because i'm LOADED with updates.

first, i decided to make the comissions page into an actual art page. i have moved it into the artlinks, and put some drawings into it. they are all of webpage people. most of them are of the E/N community, but, then again, some of them wouldn't admit it. YOU KNOW WHO YOUR ARE. i want to give a big thanks out to laureen and holli for giving me some webspace. you girls are beautiful. also a shout out to mike for the big plug he gave me. laughed my ass off, man. i'm gonna beat you at chess.

i have been pondering starting a campic archive. here's what i've got so far. there's no way i'm archiving anything else. :)

faceplant olympics

it should be a sport, i swear. anyways. that's my update. i need some sleep. later.

s0ss chelle evilstar clayton samn